effort vs ability

Starting to find myself more and more problematic by the day. Don't know why. Feels so 'problemed'. Trying to catch up with school-work. Piles and piles of them. Tried to read a bit and do the tutorials but also found out that effort and ability are two separate issues. Want to do. But cannot do. As the famous saying goes: "心有余儿力不足". Demoralising. Very. Ominous signs for this semester already. Weird thing is feeling no pressure or stress whatsoever at this advanced stage. Know that there's a lot of things to do and a lot of materials to revise (for some to read for the first time). Feel like there's a lot of things to do and a lot of materials to revise (for some to read for the first time). BUT. A big big but.

Think something is very wrong with myself. Trying. Trying. Trying.

Serious earthquake in Pakinstan and India. Yes... another. Ominous signs.

Wound on leg a bit inflamed now. Ominous signs.

Choked on vegetable during meal. Ominous signs.

Fell asleep within seconds of lying down on bed. In the afternoon. Ominous.


On a brighter note.... Sun Yanzi's new album is out!!


Can a person really trust another person, whether its a friend or not?? Or is it just me??